so boring these few days! alots of homework undone. how nehx? stresssssssss
i have done a test ad this is the result!
Utmost in your mind is success. You are constantly seeking stimulation and a life full of experience. You are trying to 'grow' and above all you need to develop freely and to shake off the shackles of self-doubt. You are an enthusiastic individual, full of life with the desire to live intensely. You like contact with others and are enthusiastic by nature. You are receptive to anything new, modern or intriguing. Your interests are many and you are likely to expand your fields of activities. You are optimistic about the future and you deserve every success because deep down you are a 'winner'.You are very orderly, methodical and self sufficient. You demand and need the respect, recognition and understanding of all those who enter into your sphere on influence.Conditions are rather confusing at this time. You would like to involved with a particular person or a particular situation butyou are holding back. You find it difficult to make a decision.You are holding back. You need to find friends in whom you can trust and once they have proved themselves beyond all possible doubt you will be prepared to give them your all. The existing situation is not of your liking - you have an unsatisfied need for mental stimulation with others whose standards are as high as your own. Trying to control your instincts the way you do restricts your ability to open up to others and the way you feel at this time is suggestive of 'total surrender'. This is not to your liking as you consider such thoughts as weaknesses that need to be overcome. You feel that only by control, controlling your innermost thoughts, are you able to maintain your air of superiority. You want to be admired for yourself alone and not for what you can do or for what you may have done. In essence 'you need to be needed' and at the same time 'you need to need'.You really like doing what you do and, more than that, you like yourself. Your attitude to work and to life is that 'If its not fun - then don't do it'. You want to be liked and respected, not for who you are but for what you are - and it seems to be working.
厦门中院实习第一、二天
有的同学说到区法院好啊，很多一手的案件，有的忙有的学，够充实的了；有的人说集美有车接送；同安有地方住……虽然我一直都不在乎，不过我还是暗自庆幸自己能被安排到厦门中院去实习。刚收到消息我还一头雾水不知道怎么掂量，自己是亏了还是幸运了呢？
第一天很倒霉，因为一些原因，起了个大早，扑空，然后就回来。我是觉得有历史以来我起早了白嗒了。后来接到实习卡，开心了，神气了。又多了两天假期。正好在家里看了一部港剧《爆潮大状》，在香港称呼律师为大状，这着实让我很仰慕起法律这个职业和律师这一人群，人性，温暖。我知道自己很喜欢看也很向往这样的生活和工作，尽管知道港剧手法老掉牙了。很自豪的称号。
很幸运我第一天正式的实习很顺利，每天起的早早的，去赶车，一路颠颠簸簸迷迷糊糊去‘上班’。我没想过，我又被安排到执行庭了，如果说要计较，我不知道其他部门的家伙是不是比我幸运呢？不过到走进自己的办公室的时候我心里的那感觉就只有感激没了计较。
第一天最神气的事儿是，老郑顺便带上我外出办事。坐法院的警车，到那里办事情都有人配合，这感觉很舒服呀。很难得能坐警车，能坐的人，不是好好人，就差不多都是犯人了。在富山附近兜了很久，回去就该午餐了。
之前有一批嘉庚学院的学生也在实习，正好他们要结束了，于是凑上我就正好是“辞旧迎新”了。谁知道那里的做法是，饭菜还没上，酒先开道。嘉庚学院的那两个女生开始的时候很猛，又敢主动敬酒，虽然这样子很礼貌，可是我还是量力而行。他们一个一个敬我们一下，然后我们给他们一个一个回礼一下，一个人没有一斤是不够的，米酒。我只记得第一天我就醉了，整个下午就没实习了，醉的神志不清。而那两个嘉庚的女生，一个吐了一盆，一个快虚脱了。太狼狈了，后来康姐马马虎虎会开车，载着五个女路痴，送他们回去。有个地方叫“怪坡”，很不错的，有路过。
第二天开始干了很多杂活，上上下下跑去盖章，敲敲打打弄文档。零零碎碎的，要是以前的我早泄气了。不知道为什么，那个环境，让我很向往，中院，首先环境让我很舒服，心里的感觉也很宽松，其次每次走在办公室之间，或者乘电梯，突然间我就会感觉很敬畏。这种敬畏足够让我踏踏实实，安安心心在那里努力了，至少我没看到学校里面敷衍我的那些老师，法律也真真正正实实在在解决问题，即是捍卫人们合法权益的武器也是他们的希望，法律是有生命力的了，这有时候就像是我的思维，运转起来就力量无穷了的感觉。
我会好好干的，加油！笑一下。
俗话说‘婚姻是爱情的坟墓’。话虽如此，可是没有了婚姻的爱情，就死无葬身之地了。^_^ copyright from zhifan blog!
我的老天啊! 读了堂姐的搏客后，我觉得在我身边的人都在往自己的目标冲进，努力着。好像只有我停留在这停留不前， 没有目标，在原地站住。我想她再过不久就能成为律师了吧。 从刚出生，读小学，初中，高中，大学，到现在实习，到以后成为一个律师，她付出过多少？我在玩的时候，她是否与生活拼命，与考试"打仗"，与他人竞争，脱颖而出，然自己发光发亮。想到小时候喜欢粘她，和她玩棋，她叫我学毛笔，哈哈， 虽然只是一直写"一"字，但还是很怀念！现在他的未来一片光明，那我呢？我的将来将在哪里？
btw. i hate XIN LANG blog. i cant post comment. sadden-ing
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